Monday, March 13, 2006

Fucking A

So last night I started bleeding this gross black blood. It is so fucking unfair. I am not supposed to get my period until I stop breastfeeding.
I just got off the emotional roller coaster from the pregnancy hormones. And now I am a bear because of regular lady business.
The baby is crabby. Don't even get me started on my mother in laws visit- the wounds are still too fresh.
Jon doesn't come home for days yet.
I can't seem to stop crying...

2 comments:

MrsFortune said...

I'm sorry. :( I don't know you but I read your blog all the time and I feel for ya. It sucks. Wish you could have a good stiff drink to make ya feel better. Or something that would really make ya feel better. Hope time until your hubby comes home speeds up (I don't know if you're married or not but...)

Jo said...

ACK.. I know what you are feeling. I was also BF'ing.. started having periods 3.. yes 3 months after delivery.
Can you go on BCP's? That helps me knowing when AF will be here and also evens me out a bit.
OO MIL's. Feel for you there as well. Maybe we can compare horror stories when you feel better.
This all shall pass : )