Thursday, October 15, 2009

So I followed jon to a party, I got to meet the crush. she is 10 years younger, red hair, freckled and skinny, oh well. I didn't have the courage to say anything. she wears a shit ton of make up and "she is not a coke head" says my dh.
If was a blind artist exhibit. WTF
I don't know what to do, suggestions welcome.
Jon was so Angry he said it was b/c I humiliated cause I pulled him away from his coke dealer. B/c in the past he has told me he doesn't trust himself to have his number. So I was "mama bearing" it up and protecting mine. I love that fool. I will fight for him. What do I need to do? Lose some weight? Watch more porn? My heart is breaking, we are not going to grow old together... Painful. Stupid ass.

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